Sunday, June 19, 2005

Father

My father was strong and hard working. He was a family man who enjoyed his home and family. He was home at regular times after a hard day of labor. Usually he would talk about his day at the dinner table and fall asleep reading the evening paper. When I think of my dad I think of hard work and faithfulness. He was quiet around me. When I was stricken with cancer, he came to my bed, getting the blessings from his Jewish boss to be with me. I asked him why he never said he loved me. He loved me but didn't know how to show it. I had been touched by the Lord and told him I loved him. He returned the words to me. I saw in the days following the tender side of my dads heart. This strong man with hands calloused from hard labor, became soft in heart. He told me that Jesus held me in his arms. I made it through the illness, God healed me and he healed my dads heart. He became a church going man, dressed in a fine suit, a deacon who served communion each Sunday and loved to visit folks to encourage them. After retirement he moved to a ranch and I saw that he was a gifted rancher. He left his mothers ranch in the depression, from Arkansas to California. A hard time he had. I was born in California. He loved the ranch, grew a large garden had a herd of cattle and was very fruitful in his old age, yes still a deacon at the new church. He grew old and lost his memory of us all. He remembered the past, but not the present. When mom died we had to put him in a nursing home. He was too big to lift but we brought him to church and he had tears listening to the praise music. He died but not really. For he went to Jesus, that big strong man with calloused hands, in the hands of the nail scared man. Our Lord Jesus embraced dad and welcomed him home. Be with you soon dad.

1 comment:

hilbed said...

With great tears I receive your thoughts this day. Friday, I sent my dad some flowers. Not really is he my dad, but he married my beloved mother thirty six years ago and has loved her unto this day. I have been separated from these people for almost a decade and this is the first Father's day that I have crossed since again being allowed to touch my flesh family. I called him yesterday to tell him that I love him and that all this day will I think of him and thank God for blessing me with a dad as he.
I touched this man as I had never touched him before. With the ability to love him as the LORD God loves me.
We do love an awesome God who has with his abilities to show himself unto us as a loving Father, that we with that same love, have the ability to love others and be better parents. The way God intended when he formed man.
I saw a sign the other day on a church billboard and it said, "Happy Father's Day God". I giggled all over, for indeed every day is Father's Day to us.
I thank him for allowing me that pleasure of seeing other's love him as I do.
Thank you for sharing dear friend.
Jesus is always LORD!